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Tuesday, June 1, 2021
I can't seem to get my ass in gear. :(
It's already June 1st.
This half-year has been a mask-wearing blur.😷
I have so many ideas in my head. So many goals I'm working towards. I sit at work and plan things, literally looking forward to my weekend, and then I get home ... and crash & burn.😴
I'm so tired. Exhausted. The veterinary field is no joke and we're so over-worked and under-staffed. I love my job but fuck.
I had a Brittany-moment and cut all my hair off last month. ✂ It should give you an indication of the level of stress I was at. They say a woman will always cut her hair when things are bad. I think our hair is symbolically the only thing we can control. I went full pixie. -_- smh. I have thick curly hair and now it's growing out. I truly didn't think that one thru.
Here goes another week (another month) that I haven't been able to start my online store. Yeah, I could do it, but I don't want to do it half-assed. It's not going to be great because I'm just getting started but it at least has to be really good, you know?
I procrastinate too much.
I need to make lists and stick to them. ☑
I need to spring clean my apartment after being locked up all winter. I have asthma, I really want to hire a cleaning service. I can, but then I feel I have to clean before they show up. Does anyone else go thru this? They're going to judge me if I'm messy either way. Do I care? No. And yes. Just take my money and clean my place so I can focus on other stuff, please.
I want to cry. 😔 I've had a headache the past 4 days and I keep grinding my teeth from (work-related) stress but I'm really in a good place otherwise. Better than I've been in 10 years, thank all my various gods and knock on wood!
I sleep well at night next to my ever-supportive boyfriend. 😍 I can buy, eat, and go wherever we want. But I sit here and vegetate on my days off. THIS is the rut I need to get out of. I see pictures from a year ago and I wasn't always like this but I don't know where to begin ... I think that's why I want to cry.
I hope spilling this will help, if not me then maybe someone else.
😢 Here come the tears, maybe this will help my headache.
This half-year has been a mask-wearing blur.😷
I have so many ideas in my head. So many goals I'm working towards. I sit at work and plan things, literally looking forward to my weekend, and then I get home ... and crash & burn.😴
I'm so tired. Exhausted. The veterinary field is no joke and we're so over-worked and under-staffed. I love my job but fuck.
I had a Brittany-moment and cut all my hair off last month. ✂ It should give you an indication of the level of stress I was at. They say a woman will always cut her hair when things are bad. I think our hair is symbolically the only thing we can control. I went full pixie. -_- smh. I have thick curly hair and now it's growing out. I truly didn't think that one thru.
Here goes another week (another month) that I haven't been able to start my online store. Yeah, I could do it, but I don't want to do it half-assed. It's not going to be great because I'm just getting started but it at least has to be really good, you know?
I procrastinate too much.
I need to make lists and stick to them. ☑
I need to spring clean my apartment after being locked up all winter. I have asthma, I really want to hire a cleaning service. I can, but then I feel I have to clean before they show up. Does anyone else go thru this? They're going to judge me if I'm messy either way. Do I care? No. And yes. Just take my money and clean my place so I can focus on other stuff, please.
I want to cry. 😔 I've had a headache the past 4 days and I keep grinding my teeth from (work-related) stress but I'm really in a good place otherwise. Better than I've been in 10 years, thank all my various gods and knock on wood!
I sleep well at night next to my ever-supportive boyfriend. 😍 I can buy, eat, and go wherever we want. But I sit here and vegetate on my days off. THIS is the rut I need to get out of. I see pictures from a year ago and I wasn't always like this but I don't know where to begin ... I think that's why I want to cry.
I hope spilling this will help, if not me then maybe someone else.
😢 Here come the tears, maybe this will help my headache.
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